Archive for April, 2007

Dilemma… >.<

Monday, April 30th, 2007

After thinking of it for 2 days, i finally get my hair cut… -_-!!!

Yesterday, thinking of have my hair cut. Plan to go with my fren, Nella. Destination; Kimarie, Times Square. End up all my housemates and nella’s housemate also wanted to go…

Then everybody went out 2gether.

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But finally, went back home, still the same hair style.. -_-!!! Baka…

Went home, chatting, 33 mentioned about cutting hair, again… Siau khi…

Give me 1 nite 2 think….. think……. think….n thinkk…..

Today, i see cloudy n gloomy day outside, so thinking of let God decide..haha… Tell 33 "if it’s raining later, then i’m not going… But if it’s not raining, then i’ll go…"

The result is: by the time 3 o’clock, rain has stopped. -_-!!!

Go to midvalley… No other place… Derrick n team… I really have no confidence in them o… But still have to cut, coz it’s second time already…

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ckkckckckkckkckkkckckkckkk….

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Finished….

Still d same hair style… Haha…. A bit relief, means i dun have to worry ’salah potong - wrong hair cut’ …but also a bit dissapointed, seems like i pay for nothing… Haha…

Everytime, when need my hair to be cut, always being dilemma for me…

Maybe, it’s affect from my experience when i was in my secondary high school….

My frens, Wenny, Susan, In-In, (Awen, were u there last time?),as the eye-witness, u guys must still remember this, rite?! Crying in the salon…Hoho…

I must scare the hair sytlist already… After that incident i wonder she has confidence to help her customers get a hair cut… Haha…

Anyway, plan to have my hair cut again the end of may or june… hehe…

Need to be mentally prepared first. *Hosh…* Haha

Lin ^ ^

All in One… : p

Friday, April 27th, 2007

Fiuhhhh…..

Finally I have free time to post something here…. Almost 2 weeks I absolutely BUSSSSYYYY and MESS UPPP… Assignment and assignment… Kind of fed up d…

Remember one of the lecturers asked us to enjoy this college life, coz when we come to working life, it will be even worse… * Thanx for reminding us*… But with this situation it’s kind of hard to ‘enjoy’…

Anyway, I still hope I do not need to work ‘Hard’ after I graduate… not only hope, but it is a MUST… Not work hard, but work smart…

Continue on doing my best thing, best business ever, n everything will just happen as I wish….

There is always miracle when u believe…

Let me flash back to last scaring Friday… It was a long long day…

Morning class… Then busy finishing HCI assignment… Starting from around 12 o’clock til 7 o’ clock… Rushing rushing n rushing to finish HCI assignment…

That time, i didnt realize on how strict the submission time is… People said last submission time is on 7, First, I just "oh…." -_-!!! Baka…

I never ever thought that 7 must be 7… can’t pass even for 1 minute… Siau already….

1 minute after 7, our assignment is considered as late and we will have to go through a long long process and yet it is no guarantee our work will be accepted… What a stupid APIIT come out with the stupid policy…

But then, our group manage to hand it in… but still need to wait til Monday, for ‘confirmation’ n presentation.

That nite, when I arrived home, I just realize, how ‘dangerous’ is the situation just now…*Dag Dig Dug… Heart really beating so fast*

Reach home, directly go to Indonesian gathering…But they haven’t start yet I was so hungry d… >.< Then Dyana wanted to go to Carrefour to withdraw money (Dyana was going back indo the next day… I want go back Indo also L )

Then after everything was settled, went back to vista n join the Indonesian gathering, again it haven’t started yet… Hungry… Indonesian time really like rubber… Said 7.30, 9 has passed already and it just started… -_-!!!

Then come home, planned to rest, but what I do is à MAD assignment… fiuhhhhhh…..

Now I addict to assignment… Need to go to rehabilitation d.. haha

Then when Monday come, HCI presentation seems not going so good… as the lecturer expect something that is unrealistic (As I learn form HCI, one of the causes why a system fails, that is unrealistic expectation)… before it, HCI test is also not going so good…However still aim for higher grade… Miracle… hehe… dun tell me to be realistic…k! coz, I know, my test is not that good, yet it is not that bad also… I’m just not so sure… So… As I said I still aim for good grade…

After HCI, then MAD… But MAD is still OK… Nothing to be worried… In fact, I’m quite confidence… (Hope this time my confidence is in the right place..hehe…)

MAD had been submitted… Then time to start on MPO n IM…

Worst thing is that our internet connection still have problem. The problem is in the router… And it only allows one person to connect at one time. And housemate seems not really care bout my problem, they just sabotage the internet the whole day (anyway, I quite understand, but still feel a bit ‘gerem’)

Why? Why? W-H-Y???? why should happen now?! Need it to look for sources for assignment…

Hiks…Then the only solution is online at College… Left 2 days before 5 days holidays…

Readers – if I have any – really need solution…

Thursday, after MAD class *the best class in whole semester – as we got ‘something’ very important there :p* go to library then started research, check mail and chatting…Haha… It seems has been a very long time ago…

Then too long in front of computer, makes me dizzy… @ @

Decided to stop n go home…Then 33 asked wanna go eat ice cream or not… Ice cream…yummy…>.<

Best thing I should have when I’m sad n stress is chocolate and ice cream… SHOULD TRY…

(According to some research chocolate and ice cream really can make us feel happy, as long as we don’t really focus on the problem, coz it makes us worst… I always remember 1 thing  “dun focus on the problem, but focus on the solution”)

Then go to McD, chat for around 3 hours n with ice cream and French fries only. Then apple pie – da bao…so delicious… Hm…Love it…

Go back home, take rest, then plan to do assignment, but… I haven’t in that mode… hehe…

N while online 33 send me something… Akhhhhhhh… so happy… Should ‘take good care’ of it…

Thanx yo, 3… =)

Dun be to supprise as this post is soooo long..hehe… Pliz, it has been almost 2 weeks since the last post, a lot of things had happen during that time…Hehe

N now…Continue on finishing all my works… -_-!!!

Lin ^ ^

What a wonderful day…

Monday, April 16th, 2007

HEADLINE NEWS::::::::::

"Day Comes Without Passing Night?!!!! Wonderful….."

April 15th, 2007, Bukit Jalil…

As reported and experienced by 3 and for sure more APIIT students in CNI class, April 15th, 2007 has been a very longggg day to go….

And the wierd part come. That day didn’t have night. 15th April day suddenly jumped to 16th April Morning… -_-!!!

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Know what is happening???!!!

Yeah… i should tell the bad news first, then the good news will be in last part.. ^ ^

15th April, morning to evening, i believe most of APIIT students in CNI class must be siiting only in front of computer n do the lovely networking group project… coz, 16th April is due date for it… *Should i be happy or…???*

My morning still ok…coz i have finished my part, i thought….>.< So i just did other things - dun worry, i have a lot of thing to do - …

wait wait wait… finally my groupmates OL… she said almost finished, just need to read through and edit something…

Nothing serious…

coz, felt like nothing to do, n wished to finished it faster, so that asking whether got thing need help or not… then 33 gave me referencing part….

Happily do, as it’s not that ‘difficullt’ and got 2 people doing that part, which are, Cher n I….

Yeah… Finished already… send to 33, so can combine it with the whole doc…suddenly, 33 realized something…………

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Cher’s format of referencing is different with mine………………………………………….

So how????

Everybody was starting -_-!!! -_-!!! -_-!!!

But small case only…then we finalized on using one format…

No big deals, just need to redo…n as i said, referencing is not ‘difficult’, yet definitely not easy. -_-!!!

But need to blame harvard referncing style, why it doesnt give any standard in doing it… Many Institution use it, but then it differs from one another…

Harvard should patents it, so that no body can use. Meaning - everybody should comes out with their own referencing style… Therefore, nobody will wrong or even fail when they do referencing…

Eit….. I’m talking nonsense things… Haha….

Ok….continue…………

After the referencing part is settled, then another issues are coming…

33 said no table of content… Again, it’s not difficult to prepare Table of Content, but Yet it’s definitely not easy… hehe…

Ok then she did that part….

Then, after everything seems ‘completed’… she sent cher n me the whole doc…. Then, what is ithe issue here?

Damn slow Laptop… or maybe it’s my connection problem…

*sayang laptop - jie jie dun blame u la -sayang*

Piuh….

it’s a short story, isn’t it…. But in the real world case, it really makes 33, cher n I almost ’siao’…

Not fully finished, but finally decided on going for rest…. n u know what time? It’s 5 A.M. - 16th April 2007….

April 15th, 2007 passed without any night passing by me… Hiks… this year i got 365 days, but only 364 nights… or it might be lesser… =(

Ganbatte ne… *Hosh*

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As promised, good news now…

Left only 4 assignments, 2 presentations and 2 final exams….

-_-!!! how come seems left that much things….

Ok la…

My soul wanna cau already…. @.@

Lin ^ ^

A Phone Call

Saturday, April 14th, 2007

A phone call really can change everything…

Today i got a phone call which is really make me "Shock"…

Never ever in my life, thinking of receiving such a phone call…

Ruining my happy day (i go shop shop shop today, after 2 weeks busy with assignments which i havent finished til now -_-!!!)…

However, although it seems start ruining my happy day, but it also let my day ends with a happy and strong me…

Someone help me out, make me can smile =) after crying T.T, by asking me to practice something that i know some poeple WON’T do… Asking me to stand, looking at mirror and laugh… People will say "siau"… People are so sad already, still asking people to laugh. Not easy… As i laugh, tear flows out… But when pretending that is the tear of happines (sometimes people laugh til cry, don’t we?!), then…. I feel better… It Works… Magic trick from that Someone Really Works… :) I get back my happy Linda…

That Someone also said to me "Everything that we go through now is a ‘process’, just enjoy it…"

All the processes i went through, Someday - when i’m already in the place where i always aim to, i always want to, and i always dream of, I Might need it!!!To be something that i need to share. And even the Best part comes, i will definitely LAUGH at it…

By telling me all these things, it reminds me ‘nothing really worth to worry’… That someone, once again, Let me get back Linda and even Give back Stronger Linda…

What a wonerful day =) Just need to keep on moving…

Ordinary day will be always ordinary, however, Tough day will Never always be Tough. It is Just not easy, need a bit Patience and Strength to walk through it. But it Might give you a Wonderful day after all… =)

P.S. Humour  Will Cheer Up Boring Day

       Laughter Will Cheer Up Gloomy Day

Lin ^ ^

-_-!!! I’m really Bad…

Wednesday, April 11th, 2007

Got a call from Indo…

Mom: "Today got another Warning Letter from School"

Lin: ???!!!

This is the second time for this sem.. Chehhh…  >.<

In this 2nd letter, stated 3 dates…

25 January, 21 March n xx( Forgot already)

Let me explain what is the reasons behind this skipping classes action…

25 January: I had 2 classes on that day. First class was at 8.45 and ends at 10.15, second class will be at 3.30… No choice… rather than hanging around school, which for sure i can’t concentrate in doing anything. So i decided to go home…

Do some assignments at home, then…. 3 o’clock… Prepared to go to school already… went down n met dyana, who said "the bus just left" -_-!!! then considering on going or not going… Finally the devil WON… I decided not going…

Another reason is IM class last time is very boringggggggg… The lecturer lectured nothing… Haihhh… This one can’t blame people also. My own fault… >.<

21 March: The day before this our lecturer for IM n MPO, told us regarding taking leave in IM class. Because i was not really paying attention(do spme other tutorial he gave), so i just heard about "…taking leave for 1 week…. no class…"

So 2morrow, which was 21st March, we got only 1 class for MPO. So Considering if replacement lecturer came to give lecture, the posibility of she/he is giving lecture is only 30%. So that ,rather than wasting time for nothing (which was in my mind LAST TIME), again, i decided not going… Devil Won Again… T.T

n Just now, after received that call from mom, hikssssss….. they might think i always skip classes… Hiks… Linda is so dissapointing…

Baka >.<

Really should learn from mistakes, as i promise mom not skipping classes anymore for some stupid assumptions and reasons…

Gomen… -_-

Dont know it’s good or bad news…

Bad news: as i make mom n dad dissapointed >.<

Good news: It awakes me… Having some motivation to concentrate and do good job on my assignment, which i often lose this few weeks…

Lin ^ ^

How am i Feelin?! I’m not So Sure…

Wednesday, April 4th, 2007

I’m Really not so sure ’bout what i feel now… 2 days ago i’m really stress out… if the next question is "coz of…?!" then the answer should be "Assignment".

As few days ago forgot to submit the CNI progress report, now that is settled… Next still the matter of assignment, and still on CNI group project documentation, regarding stupid Networking…

Yeah i manage to get everything done that nite, but i really pay the price for it… Tired……

During that nite, sleepy n dnt know what to write is the only thing in my head… then.. 33 comes with the idea of asking me to relax… Then i thought i really need it… I give myself 30 minutes to cool down….

Go outside with gao xing, then ‘looking for’ star… Yes… I saw it, no…i should say i thought i saw it… Very happy first time in Msia see star… But i wonder the star here is blue in color… happily tell my fren, n she said "No, here the star is also yellow in color, then the one that you see it might be satellite"…………………………………………………………………

SATELLITE??????!!!!!!

My Star gone with Satellite… There is still no star here… -_-;

But then overall, the ‘moral’ of the story is; "How do I feel now?"

Happy? Yes, I am.. as my assignment seems showing some improvement - Learn from mistakes, i just dnt want to screw up more things, once is enough… n Now I’m progressing and for sure moving forward…

but then, i’m kinda of not so happy as well… My sleep time gone with assignment… Hate it…>.< I’ve been lack of sleep for 1 weeks, and seems it’s still going to continue til the end of this month, or it might be til the mid of May…

shoot @#$#%$#$%

Keep on continuing, then i might not be ok, n sent back to Indo… -_-;

However, still wishing progressing not only in assignment, but as well as every single thing in my life… always…

Lin ^ ^

A bit more…

Sunday, April 1st, 2007

Everything really messes up…

Piuhhhh…. Too excited with MAD, then 4got to submit CNI progress report… >.< REALLLLL BAKAAAAAA…

Learn from mistake….

Coz of this i start from 0, try to concentarte, then focus on CNI first(as it’s due on 20th April, which coming soon)…

Y so difficult to finalize on Network Diagram?! after finish editing, then found something not correct, n it keeps continue… -_-!!!

But almost done now… Network diagram, hopefully… no need to change n edit anymore, since i’ve almost done with my documentation…a little bit more…Yokatta… *Sigh*

P.S. Oh yeah, Frens… as things happened, try to face and solve it, dnt run… There MUST be solution for every problem…Cheerz…

Lin ^ ^