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"Never Outshine the Master"

Wherever you are, feeling and belief should be set aside to make your life easier. Master, here, can be parents at home, bosses at work, teacher in school, and LECTURER in COLLEGE. Outshining them, worst, "arguing" beliefs with them is the ‘right’ wrong thing to do. How to say, it is actually right, but it is just wrong to do it.

In this case, doing things right, than doing the right things.

One of my ‘master’ was trying to mess our life and I think he is half successful with it. Screw him!!! Hm hm.. Lady needs to behave, but I just feel really angry to him, cursing won’t help, that’s I know. Yoga will do I think… ciao!!!

Remember!!! Dun outshine your ‘master’, if you don’t want end up like me. =p
    
Lin ^ ^

I finally made it to Genting. Been 2 years in Malaysia, and this is my first time with Dyana’s family. Another trip with the gang is coming soon, hopefully. =D
    
The trip is actually Fun. Unfortunately, there is an A kot who is damn annoying. Ignore him!!! Piuh… I spent all my time with Dyana, while others had their own thing to do. This time we couldn’t make it to the outdoor theme park, instead we have some others activities that are a bit wierd to do it in Genting.

Here it is:

A ride in ’small’ roller coaster.

Shopping

Movie ( The Happenings at 18.00 PM)

Rest

Starbuck-ing

Movie (The Incredible Hulk at 01.30 A.M.)

Instead of out loud screamin outdoor, it was a shocking scream indoor. (Thanks to The Happenings)
No fast pounding heartbeat, only a calm refreshing outing.

Enjoy it!!!

Lin ^ ^
   
P.S. now back to the thing that I suppose to do, college stuffs. 0.o

Update….

- FYP (a little progress… too little when I think about 64 days left)

- Assignment (Oh… No Progress at all)

- CIMA competition (Digging our own grave by involving in this. Hope it will be a good experience. =P)

- Movie (Tell me…)

- Yoga ( Yup.. latest update that I’ve been enjoying the most ^ ^)

Ganbatte ne…

Lin ^ ^

Now I know how ‘Ethic’ really matters. My ethic lecturer, YB, taught about the schools of thought that mention about thoeries concern on Ethic. But how he himself couldn’t practice any of them.

As other result has been released, I am so curious to know this CMI result. 100% assignment, our future is in his hand, man! So couldn’t wait already, 33 n I went to Kiran (sad to say YB has been kicked out I guess). So Kiran helped us to check our CSSF, and he came empty-handed, and said "I couldn’t get the CSSF for you, as it has not yet been marked by 2nd marker and moderated yet". Now you know how good YB is. Other lecturers have finished marking even passed the internal moderation, while YB now just gave back the paper. *speechless*

But Kiran did help us to see where we stand. I was so supprised to hear I got C. C C C C C C. Never ever in my 2 years in APIIT. Sucks. Kiran can only promise us to let the paper remark by other lecturer ‘fairly’. I have no idea how fair it can be. But it really is too much. After all the effort put in this whole year, a CMI will drag my grade down. Couldn’t accept it.

To be honest, for this assignment, I have confident to get a first class, although not a full mark first class, if the subject taught by other lecturer than YB. But in YB’s hand, I can only expect for 2nd upper, 12. Until now I still believe I can get it. Never ever cross in my mind 7-9.

The lowest I get for my marketing last time, which was I know I screwed it up, as it was really last minute work, was awarded 10 by a well-known strict lecturer. =P How can this be a 7, 8 or 9???? Tell me!

Really dissapointed, angry and sad.

The thing is I have promises to keep, I hate to dissapoint those who believe in me. Really feel like cursing him. Trying to Forgive, but Forgetting would be a little bit harder for me. Keep it, so I know how taking thing personally and judging with the mind of "no good" will be always a "no good".

Hope everything will go alright. What I should do now? Another 75 days to a submission of Final Year Project. Then, another 2 assignments to work on. Lastly, a competition by CIMA.

Really a messy post. =| A lot is going on in my head now. But as always, Give my best and Hope for the best. =D

Lin ^ ^

Not in reallly fit condition now, in fact I am not able to walk steadily as my leg swollen and it’s like leg of pregnant woman. Haha… (now, I can laugh =p)

Oh yeah, anyway, for whoever are under ING insurance within Bukit Jalil and Sri Petaling area, if you got something serious, better not to go to those clinic under it. Go to other better clinic although u need to pay for it. To stay healthy is just much more important. Especially those clinics in Sri Petaling, despite the uncaring receptionist and nurses (some of them really are), some of the doctor are really dunno what to say.

When u are flu, chough or fever, doctor will give u "sleeping syrup". wooo…That really works. Sigh…

I went there for my leg, doctor said nothing. Gave me medicine, that’s it. To be fair, he actually want to give me a shot, antibiotic I guess. But I rejected it as Needle and Linda are no friend. There is possibility that I can get well faster, but with this doctor I might get even worse. Because…

I took the medicine for few days, no sign of recovering or anything, only the pain killer that works well. The next day I really walked too much as I had classes and it started to swollen like balloon. I was so scared, as nobody’s home to help. (That time I realized what my best fren told about how staying independent doesn’t mean do it all alone)

So asked favor from 33 to fetch me to see a doctor, another doctor, recommended by other. This doctor said as things are out of control already, he couldn’t do much, so just need to wait few more days to see how it’s going and take action after that. The main thing is when I showed him the medicine that I was taking (from another doctor), he looked at it and "what is this man?". He was supprised as the medicine given might not be the best that a doctor could prescribe. So he gave me another higher dose of antibiotic.

This 2 days I just lay on bed, this really sucks. So tired, this is even more tiring than doing assignment whole day, shopping all day long or any other things that need a bit of body movement. Sigh.

But a bit relief as although not much, but there is a sign of getting better. Akh!!!!

And out of the blue, just feeling so grateful, of course not for the wound and pain, but for all things come after that. For the help and caring, family and friends.

Lin ^ ^