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Now I know how ‘Ethic’ really matters. My ethic lecturer, YB, taught about the schools of thought that mention about thoeries concern on Ethic. But how he himself couldn’t practice any of them.

   

As other result has been released, I am so curious to know this CMI result. 100% assignment, our future is in his hand, man! So couldn’t wait already, 33 n I went to Kiran (sad to say YB has been kicked out I guess). So Kiran helped us to check our CSSF, and he came empty-handed, and said "I couldn’t get the CSSF for you, as it has not yet been marked by 2nd marker and moderated yet". Now you know how good YB is. Other lecturers have finished marking even passed the internal moderation, while YB now just gave back the paper. *speechless*

 

But Kiran did help us to see where we stand. I was so supprised to hear I got C. C C C C C C. Never ever in my 2 years in APIIT. Sucks. Kiran can only promise us to let the paper remark by other lecturer ‘fairly’. I have no idea how fair it can be. But it really is too much. After all the effort put in this whole year, a CMI will drag my grade down. Couldn’t accept it.

   

To be honest, for this assignment, I have confident to get a first class, although not a full mark first class, if the subject taught by other lecturer than YB. But in YB’s hand, I can only expect for 2nd upper, 12. Until now I still believe I can get it. Never ever cross in my mind 7-9.

 

The lowest I get for my marketing last time, which was I know I screwed it up, as it was really last minute work, was awarded 10 by a well-known strict lecturer. =P How can this be a 7, 8 or 9???? Tell me!

   

Really dissapointed, angry and sad.

The thing is I have promises to keep, I hate to dissapoint those who believe in me. Really feel like cursing him. Trying to Forgive, but Forgetting would be a little bit harder for me. Keep it, so I know how taking thing personally and judging with the mind of "no good" will be always a "no good".

      

Hope everything will go alright. What I should do now? Another 75 days to a submission of Final Year Project. Then, another 2 assignments to work on. Lastly, a competition by CIMA.

   

Really a messy post. =| A lot is going on in my head now. But as always, Give my best and Hope for the best. =D

 

Lin ^ ^

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